neVer let you go

2010-06-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

hey i noe my blog was lik dead LONG ago , der fore i m here hoping to revive it again.
and oso realise nowadays everyone stopped blogging because twitter is the IN thing now. LOL.

okay anyway i always felt that that i m so busy! lik hmmm amist our hectic wrkk schedule, i have to sueeze out time for driving lessons; ahemm ya, i m a kayu-driver-wanna -be soon. HAHA!
and ders is so many events coming up (as in wrk related) n its been long since i last went out with my frens, misses the crazy time so much!

ok, while browsing ard Fb , i realize so many familiar faces getting married / pregnant! congratulations!!!!!! u noe times is no longer lik last time , "RUSH" or "CANTO" "MU" "MOS" at least 3 times a week, gone were the crazy days of us running ard at cine. now, evreyone of us had move on for a better future , and all of us had grown up , married with kids, or starting the new chapter of our lives. hmmm , time really fly fast!

jus lik my dear boy kayes , he jus turned ONE 2 days ago! burnt few of my off days, walking everywher searching for partay stuffs, spend the whole night decorating away. spend a bomb on his bdae, which he wnt even understand wad is a cake for, and why der are baloons anyway. heheh. and he is rather funny cause he wailed loudly when all of us sang him the birthday song, i think he is scared cause its his first time hearing a bdae song , n everyone was lik snging it loudly so near to him. hahaha.

he is learning to take his first steps now, wobbling n staggering away. CUTE uh!

so fast. really fast he is ONE year old! well definitely looking forward to his every birthday every coming years!

2010-04-25T01:21:00.003+08:00

Happy 22nd on the 22nd to me!!

finally i m 1 yr older again. well, due to the very bzy weeks at wrkk,
i simply hav gt no time to plan for anything, thou i actually wanted to hav a
chill 1 at some resorts or chalets :(
i even wanna visit universal studios ..
anyway, thanks to u ppl,
i had a fun 22nd! thank u all for coming
thou i noe u ppl r very tired after promos, wrkk too .
kudos to u ppl!!
and thanks every1 who wish-ed me happy bdae on my wall.
thank u for the miu miu wallet , vouchers and $ .
i transform-ed the voucher into the full black longchamp tote.
& i really love it!
hope to have more parties with u ppl again.
and thank u for the lambo den concussed n nearly kill-ed me.
hur!!
i spend my last 4 days happily
n i m ready to charge in hrs time!

gd night :)

2010-04-04T04:09:00.004+08:00

this is my 2010 resolution :

but, i am gona spray it irish cream wit brown = vintage.

if possible, i m gona get that roof off jus lik this :

though the pink is so swee n loud, but i might lik it if i m 5 yrs younger.

ok, NO MORE SHOPPING. i m very sure i can afford the down payment n mthly intstallments if i dun shop n spend unwisely ( which i m alrd very good at it )

big break fast big breakfast!! ( I m hungry n i m random)

*** btw, i jus came bac frm power hse. well i dun lik it der, because its now a place full of bengs n lians, no image. and wassup wit all our chio stockings today? it either gt torned or burnt . and its a emo night, ders alot of " wad happen " and " wher are u " ? bet yt muz be sad, but nonetheless, booze can make 1 high n many incidents/accidents can happen, hope yt n qiu ling's fren is fine, and lastly, happy bdae yingting dear! i noe u r scrutinizing my blog uh!

gd night & gd morning!

2010-03-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

bac here for some alone moments. sighh, well finally march is coming to an end soon. my target was freaking high this mth, 40+ k for 120%. and i managed to hit, thus i m having a short break n i hope i wil be alive for the stocktake on the 29th!! tsk.

and oso my 22nd birthday is waving to me soon, wher? dun think shall proceed wit the ir resorts cause we r havin garden court during my bdae, dun think anyone gt the energy to play til dawn . :/
i m thinking BOILERS? JAB 1 , BUTTER FAC or PHUTURE? HEE. i m in the clubbing mood.
i deserve some fun time to de-stress myself dnt i? okok, wil plan abt it soon, ppl are u ready for this big event?! HAHAHA.

kayes :

oh dear he is so hyper active now, so " tum jia" oso. everything oso want eat, even dos that he cant eat he oso wan. gif him a bit, tell him no more, he cry. LOL.
lik to play wit the keys n act one open door action. FUNNY!!
tug my pants n wan me to carry him ( HW tO ? HE SO BUI!!!!)
loves apple & mango.
loves to tiptoe and try his best to touch , open drawers or my stuffs. (esp during me doing my make up)
blink his eyes vigorously n pretend to gif me the super scare look when i pretend to hit him, den when he realise its a false alarm he laugh.
he laugh lik HURHUR.
flip in his cot, press the music button on the ducky attached to his cot to change the music. zz
crawling abit alrd.
more to come n wad else?!

ha. ok nth much at the moment, wil be bac.
gd night world.

:(

2010-03-22T01:56:00.002+08:00

smth is seriously bothering me. i m sad i m sad i m sad, but too many ppl are scrutinizing this blog, thus, i m gona ZIP my mouth. sigh. how.?

海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

... my fav song for 7 yrs.

2010-02-23T01:42:00.004+08:00

JUS SOME UPDATES...
- ok my dad is betterr he can walk a bit with supervise. hands got back some of his strength =D

- cny was BAD for me , cause quarrel with hubby making me losing interests in everything and make me so behaving lik a nuisance infront of evryboday, SORAY!! (but we are ok now, which couple had gt no conflicts?)

- hit my isetan promo, nice wrkking with the gals!!

- did my chio leopard-ed gel nails, but one of it was broken JUST NOW!! (but its ok its abt 2 weeks le time to do new wan!! :D )

- so feel lik singing now

- so tired everyday (as usual!!!) but in real life i m very very hyper n high always!

-gt the chanel j12 watch!!! so heng rite bags oso nver kena me lor.( but i think i m gona gif it up cause i dnt hav cheque)

- an iphone user now!!! (but very chim i dunn really noe hw to use imagine i dnt even use an ipod b4)

- kayes is gg to 9 mths le!! he gt a new balls playtent :) recently he learn how to shake his head if he see us doing so, its so funny the way he shake haha!!! (shld video it dwn)

- congrats eve on the arrival of baby aden!!! so bui bui lik hum bao bao, so cuteee :)

- I WANT TO GO TAIWAN SOON, u hear that TAN WEI JIAN?

- MY 22 nd BIRTHDAY coming reallllll soon, the changi naval base bungalow chalet or sentosa resort world, den we can go casino oso!!! or lik wad mandy yeo sugguest: JAB. ( JAB AGAIN!!!!?)

goodnightsall. :)

** jus so fuck.

2010-02-05T01:06:00.002+08:00

sad febuary!!
well, my dad, had gt a stroke on the 1st of feb. things happen when he was bathing, and he suddenly black out n felt total numbness on his left hand& legs. den the very stubborn him refused to go hospital so i have to claim 6 hrs and went home immed to force him to the hospital. knowing that he wnt wanna be on an ambulance, so i gt ken to quickly get his car n drive him go. think he was feeling quite down, and refused to talk to any of the nurses. so well i had to be on UL to go hospital to check him out n talk more to him. so me and my bro had been running in n out of hospital since den. its so sad to the papa that is always full of energy talking loudly to us n yelling at us gt so down n sick. and he is so ego, no doubt he dnt wish to talk. but whenever he see us der, he is really happier, and its been long long long long since the whole family had gt time to talk, esp we with our father, and plus i m married. so his sudden stroke brim our family closer than before.
now, doc say he is stable n he is transfered to the rehab cebter to train bac the strength and i think its gonna take a longgggggggg time. hope he wil be home b4 new year.

the main cause of his stroke is excessive alcohol consumption n smoking. so it cause his blood pressure to went up really high and burst one of the blood vessels in his brain, his brain is bleeding thats why he gt a stroke. hope u ppl wil note more of the elderlys ard you n ask them nt to drink n smoke so much.

was so tired ( i nver feel so tired before) and i m returning to worr tmrw, the worse thing is no matter how sad/unhappy i am , i have to fake a smile infront of everybody esp i m in the retail line. sigh!! i dnt even hav the time to get any pcs of new year clothes yet.
everyting is tiring me out!

hope my dad get well soon!! and dear world, pls gif me some space to breathe can!!

2010-01-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

i jus came bac from this thai horror movie with hb, well its was a rating of 6/10 though the sound effect is really good, but the story line wasnt that fantastic. and its the first thai movie that didnt make me scream at the top of my lungs or making me cover my eyes when its at its scariest part.
and my 2 off days hada ended, its time to fight at the sales floor again tmrw. and i did nt get to go anywhere today :( really bored n sians.
SUCKS.

2010-01-28T18:05:00.001+08:00

its my off day! today n tmrw. and ytd, after my tedious training, off i go to supper club with mandy n fel and their fren michelle. was so looking forward to it, but when i reach der, it was a disappointment :( its quite small and der is no seats, but sofa beds kind. so hard to sit can!! and the dance floor doesnt look lik a dance floor. well to me it feel more lik a chill n drink place. but nonetheless, its stil fun . as in we are crazy by nature. haha. it feel so good to have chill n play after 2 long weeks of promos n otcs. its very very tiring, we wrkk very hard and less than few hrs of sleep we r bac to the sales floor again. and ytd after i reach home, bathe and i concussed til now. wads up next? partying aside, i gotta start my shoppaholic inner side of me soon. next off day and shopping we go!!
actually plan to go bac my mum hse today,
but too bad, i m too lazy to move, and too tired too.
shall get bac to slp til i think i had enough den.
budbyes.

2010-01-27T02:46:00.002+08:00

i m at a very stupid lan shop now, my childish hubby is playing L4D here. i had finish my awful serving of chicken chop spag and pearl milk tea with pearls hard lik stone for 2 hrs ago. i think its so FUCK. say me wanna tag along or wadver, but its alrd promised that wnt play for 2 long.

and i m so sleeepy , tired now. i have gt training in lik 6 hrs time.

well, i hit my 2 promos alrd. very happy. i hope to get all my recent pay slips or cpf statement tp apply my very first credit card. i hope i can. LOL. and der is a total of 18 cartons of stocks in today. and pack til all the way 9 pm .cause der is only 3 of us and each of us carry a shift.

when i mention shift, smth very cock happen today.

mandy yeo call me at abt 11.30am asking me wher m i.. i thought she wan me to buy drinks for her or wad, so i tld her i m at home scarly she ask me why stil at home, i said: i afternoon shift of cos stil at home. den she say i mid shift!!! wad th fuck i immediately jump up n go bathe n did lik 50% of my make up, i was thinking cab or train, in the end i train-ed to workk. LOL. but i might as well start afternoon shift since i oe i can nver make it for mid le.. hahha, told linda lucky she say jus proceed with afternoon shift or else the normal lateness penalty is $1/min!! wa lau i think i sure get fine for lik 100 plus if she take it as lateness. wad a wooo-long day!!!

sighhhhs, tired tired tired very tired :(

2010-01-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

well well well, jus to rant abit. i m SO tired can!!! i m glad that tmrw is ur last day of promo.
and i dnt think i wil stil be alive on my training on wednesday :(
but thanksfully i have 1 thing to look forward to ; our fat fat pay is coming in in 3 days time!!
whoo. ! all our dec hard work, and our second bonus, pay increment blah blah blah.
and i hav a millions things to buy and tasks in my mind.
i m gg to :
do my gel nails and gt them leopard-printed. (wees)
get at least 4 dress, 3 tops, 3 bottoms.
lots of bows and bands!!!
oh ya, not forgetting new heels!
and i super hate my longggggg straight hair, and i so miss my big wavy curls,
and i had already swore to get them bac by feb :)
tsk tsk tsk.. so little time, yet SO MANY THINGS..
and and and.... ?
ha!! i m sometimes a inpulsive shopper too, therefore i cant predict wad else at the moment.

good night world!

2010-01-21T02:24:00.002+08:00

its 2.25 am now, i noe i m too pervert to jus cook one bowl of maggie n strat blogging at this hr despite i m wrkking tmrw. haha, its very random, but i jus feel lik blogging. i dnt blog as much as i do lik before. which means i felt tat i m really busier thn b4, and i start to go out pubbing, chill or relax or wadever u call that :) which is good. so i hav everything now, family, children. hubby and frens. good quality time well spent with all :)

2010 , i jus attended our first ba meeting of the year. the longest ba meeting i had attend too. haha!! well i m very very shock that i stil gt $XXXX+ for my bonus because compare to last year's it was so fuck. and i gt pay increasment too :) and i felt really really happy for mandy yeo as shes gg to taiwan!! our company incentive trip, i noe i am very niam, i said to many ppl and many times le, but here i wnna said it again that I MISS BY 1 PERCENT and i can go taiwan with them le. but it oks, i m gg taiwan with hb too. we are plannning le.. and i tot of celebrating my birthday at ir resort..
sponsor anyone? hhhhhheheheh :) everything is too early to be said, but its free to dream n think.

i so feel lik posting pictures but i m sooooo lazy. so for lastest picts check out my fb k!!!
pps: my maggie turn soggy le!! wtf :(

low.

2010-01-07T01:39:00.003+08:00

damn low now. i hv stomach flu. aint any nice feelings, i stil sit or move ard.
but every movement = a cramp. vomited and had the runs. DAMN. better let me get well soon, cause i cant afford to go on anymore mcs as i stil need to chiong sales.
damn damn damn.

2010

2010-01-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010!! oops i noe i m late, but i m really busy. haha. ok, 2009 was a tough year for me, cause i spend 3/4 of the year being preganant, den i gif birth and i recuperate. phew! today, mu dear son is at 7 mths now. and i m back to wrkk for abt 4 mths le. i stil lov chanel and all my colleagues. and being at raffles city, makes me a tougher gal now, cause i wrkk extra hard, as its a new counter , new store and i m der starting all over again. hav many great outings/drinking sessions with colls, and many parties attended. FUN! and the thing i regretted most is i did nt had a WOW and BOOMZ 21st birthday celebrations. its ok, i m gonna hav a great 1 this year! btw, im gna be 22 in this april 22, and i cant believe that i m alrd 22!! i tot i m always 18. heheheheh! :)

i m so looking forward to:
my chanel bag
my 10 days trip to taiwan. (i m serious i wanna go der for 10 days)
and had a really crazy BIG SHOPPING DER.
ok, its gna be a longggggggg mth ahead, 2 otcs coming up.
jia yous!!
goodnights peepos!

random

2009-12-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

its the 22nd today!! i have 4 more days to my 6days long leave!! hee.
well, thanks ke chia for the lovely candle (when we had gift exchange session at the office)
and mandy yeo for her mango voucher!!! (cause i think i gt tell her b4 i wanna get the blazer jacket frm der..)

i cant wait to go big shopping man! had recently bought a lace back black bodycon dress from topshop,$96!!! but so long i lik it can le. waiting for a chance to wear it soon! :)

kayes is 6mths plus alrd. he noes how to sit( but stil lik a humty-dumpty)
he is on cereals, soft biscuits, and appple juice and some other soft foods that we ate. haha.
he scream many baby talks(which we dnt understand?)
he can flip on his own(actually long ago he noe how to le)

no picts at the moment cause LAI YING YAN took my camera away.
alrights be back with picts and more posts...

loves!

2010 to do list :
- i muz get my chanel tote bag
-going taiwan with hubby
-have a nice birthday party for me (to make up my super low 21st)
-kayes 1st bdae
-hmmmm, i haven think of wad else yet?!!!
haha!

december

2009-12-04T16:40:00.003+08:00

hi der! alive again here. DECEMBER!! christmas is round the corner, and i gt a dressy from zara frm hubby. hee. i told i wann that and i keep nag to him for lik abt a week, tot he wnt buy, but he went ard asking my frens(mandy yeo) den ppl have to find out frm (yvonne chua) and go ard calling jus to find my size n finally he gt that one last size s for me. A BIG MUACK FOR U DEN :)

... i m at my mum place now, infact i m gg bac later, and tmrw its stil my off day, most prob heading down to dorine's bdae at east coast chalet. wheee!!
another random thing to share, i jus gt my long sleeve lace back bodycon dress from top shop
so happy, thanks mandy for the discount voucher. yea yea yea ^^

i wrkk for lik only 15 days this mths cause i m clearing my childcare leaves and ro.. so when i got my bonus i can go BIG SHOPPING. actually i plan to go for a short trip but every one say no money so i decided to save up my $$ and get my self a chanel bag, inspire frm irene law,
at first i tot it was so big but after some time i realise its very nice so i m determined to get it.
have to wait for jan onwards, cause this year i used up my staff purchase le.

clicky on the link :

http://www.chanel.com/fashion/11#11-large-shopping-bag-1,1,7,4

i think its abt 2500 after staff purchase, chio rite? i m gonna bia my sales and gettat!! :)
jiayou ~s!!!

ok, waiting for hubby come den we go buy kfc.

2.55

2009-11-25T12:59:00.002+08:00

How a Chanel 2.55 bag is made

-----------------------------

The Chanel 2.55 by the numbers:
-Up to 18 hours of work /// 18 horas de trabajo.
-6 to 15 people involved in the making of the bag /// De 6 a 15 personas involucradas en la producción.
-50: Percentage of models made in black, in numerous different leathers and skins /// 50: Porcentaje de modelos hechos en negro, en distintos tipos de pieles.
-More than 180 stages involved in the production of the bag. /// Más de 180 etapas en el proceso de producción.

YEA, that precious 2.55!! went to the fashion staff sales at office today.
we had lik singlasses, acessories, shoes, clothes and ahem, BAGS!!! on super discounted rate.
for eg, 2.55 at $500 plus instead of the usual 3-4k.
due to limited quantities but overwhelming response for them, so its by a balloting syatem, all of us wil put our names at the bag that we lik, den our big boss wil do a balloting whoever is that lucky 1, pay up n that bag is urs!! well i so hope that i was the one!! *wish hard*
if i dnt kena, den well probably i wil use my staff purchase and seriously consider to get a bag cause i hadnt get any this year yet.
woohoo!!!!
....daydreaming now.

november.

2009-11-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

i neglect this lil space of mine again!! well since i jus finish my dinner, i thought i wil jus come in here and rant a bit while waiting for my food to be digested. LOLx

happening month indeed.

- mandy's birthday at jab1 . woohoos!! it was really drink drank drunk, and best thing, most of us next day gotta wrkk, its mbb somemore. we became stone on that day.

- Fel colourful 21st birthday bash, that crazy gal indeed shock us with the heated arguements but no doubt u are so cool gal!!! ha!!

- ah soon bdae coming up, wonder wad wil it be, we are heading to sabai!! *grins*

- went back to woodlands for 3 days "camp"

anyway heres is 1 thing to share which make me really look down on her but the things that she told me doesnt frightened me, instead making me so much wanted to LAUGH OUT LOUD.
well everyone noe my temper, including YOU. so do not tell me u wanna SUE ME when i din even put ur BIG NAME ON FB. and DO NOT THREATEN ME by saying u WANNA KILL AH SOON and MY SON. dear readers, look who should be the one calling police in this case?
and do not think u had won over the heart of xxxx's wife, cause the fact is, nobody need a friend lik you. if all of us were to stand together, i can assured you, all of us wil stand by her/them.

anyway pls take note, if one day wadever happen to my son, u wil be the 1st 1 in my mind.
whenever i recall this sentence or heard it again, it always nver fail to make my blood boil.
you are nt a mum , thus u dunno wad all ur words/sentence means.

WE hope to NVER hear anything abt your awful behaviour again.

to friends of her ; dun bother to tag at my board to help her,
cause it dnt wrkk on me, and i WIL NVER CARE.
losers are always losers.

shall update photos when i have time. goodnights!!! :)

AL AL AL AL AL!!!!!

2009-11-01T01:57:00.003+08:00

finally today spells ANNUAL LEAVE! most of us did nt get to hit counter target as our target is too high and this whole month are fill with too many STUPID PROBLEMS. sighhh, its ok take it as i m taking a breather for 4 days den. after this i m gonna return for our BLACK N GOLD atrium.
nver ending la. zzz.

jus now i was msn-ing with my bro, we talk abt weihua and the funny thing is i knew wei hua, my sis knew his bro wei zhong and my bro knew his sis and my mum knew his mum. thats how small the world is, and thats how cruel is fate to have taken 1 more fren away frm us. once again , weihua may u rest in peace.

another saddening thing to share, my bao bei fatty bom bom KAYES is down with cold!!
and he have ME to thanks, ohmy he caught a cold frm me. and he is burning at 38 degrees.
so poor thing, instead of the 24oml of milk, he can only drink 90ml now,and his nose is lik block, and he cough, ever since he is born this is the first time he is so seriously sick, he seems moodless and whenever i call him he wil smile, but today he is too sick to even answer me. pls get well soon baby. mummy sayang u :)

enough of sadness, something happy here to share with u ,

melvin's son CADON(PRONOUNCE AS KADEN) was born on the 30th of oct weighing at 2.9 kg i think?

anyway congratulations!!! finally all the babies of this year all arrived safely to this world.
next time birthday is nt abt clubbing anymore, its abt all of us bringing all our babies, maids, wives/husbands and gathering liao. lols. wad a happyyy senario! :)

*** shld i get the tv now or shld i jus wait for sales but go perm my hair first. i wil took years to decide again. LOL.

good nights readers :)

REST IN PEACE.

2009-10-31T01:09:00.002+08:00

Oct 29, 2009

NSman dies after collision

By Muhammad Nurluqman
		Mr Liow Wei Hua, 21, was believed to be on his way back to his camp in Mandai when he collided with SBS bus service No. 157 at the junction of Jurong Town Hall Road and Jurong East Avenue 1. -- ST PHOTO: SAMUEL HUA

A FULL-TIME national serviceman died on the spot after after his motorcycle collided with a bus just before 11pm on Wednesday.

Mr Liow Wei Hua, 21, was believed to be on his way back to his camp in Mandai when he collided with SBS bus service No. 157 at the junction of Jurong Town Hall Road and Jurong East Avenue 1.

He was travelling along Jurong Town Hall Road towards Bukit Batok Road when his bike collided with the bus that was turning right from the opposite direction.

His pillion rider, a NSF of the same age, had multiple injuries and is now warded in the intensive care unit of National University Hospital.

Mr Liow was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics at about 11.15pm.

Three bus passengers, all women, were taken to NUH with minor injuries. They were given outpatient treatment and discharged on Thursday.

THATS MY PRI SCH FREN, EVEN WHEN WE ARE ALL OFF TO OTHERS SEC SCHOOL,

HIS FACE WAS ALWAYS SEEN EVERYWHERE. I REMB LAST TIME AH BAO THEY ALL DID HANG ARD TGT AT PANJANG. WHEN AH SOON CALL ME, I CNT BELIEVE IT, AFTER SEVERAL SEARCH ONLINE, I KNOW ITS TRUE. I URGE ALL YOUNG PPL LIK ME AND U AND ANYONE READING, PLS DRIVE/RIDE SAFELY. THE LAST TIME I SEEN HIM IS WHEN I M STIL AT PBOX WRKKING, SEEMS LONG BUT FELT SO RECENT.

ANYWAY, MAY U REST IN PEACE.

2009-10-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

spend my off day today trying to spend some quality time with kayes, as he lov to hav ppl's attention alot. he wan ppl to play with him all times. and i sleep n rot alot too. VERY TIRED.

counting down to my annual leave on nov. YIPEEE!!! oct is a "busy" but nt much money can be earn mth, because we wasted TOO much time doing dos bo liao stuffs. but luckily stil managed to hit promo :)

anyway my dad bought kayes a new walker for my mum's hse. i think initially kayes was abit shocked by the loud melodies n running lights, as he din see them in his own walker back at his hse, but after a while he seems to enjoy it. i hav some pictures of a video of him i took jus now, enjoys!!!

*p.s: he start to look lik la bi xiao xin le, his eye brow!!! look exactly lik his daddy, and my dad says the eye brow is call "sak ki" (lik very fierce gt "sa qi" lik that) LOL. but i agree, if his eye brow is too thin n sparse i dnt think he wil look "men" liao.

nah.. forget bout the pictures den, this fb is driving me insane. check out my fb den!!! nights!!! :)

2009-10-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

wow! where am i uh? so DUSTY here!! hee. more than half of oct is gone, and i m finally here to blog while waiting for my mac to be delivered here:) feel so lik updating pictures, esp of my precious - kayes, but my god damn sis AH YAN took my camy home. wtf. and oct marks the last mth of my pathatic MATERNITY PAY!!!! hooray :)

2nd mth @ rrc , well i can say, i m loving every1 der :)
but i m always so BUSY!!! i think mandy might be BUSIER. haha.
i had experience the horrible stoketake of robinson, nt once for gonna be a TRICE on this coming sat!! re count and re count and re count!!! the ots we take are nver enuf to cover our lack of doze lor!! and when linda is nt ard, its all abt me n mandy, if even mandy is nt ard, its abt me me n me!!!
and the nver ending quotas that we hav to hit!! so many bo liao tai ji to do, but the target is stil as high as lik nobodys business.
sighs!! i m missing my kayes so bloody badly every day!!! :( its lik less than 15 mins of communication a day. !!!

oh , my boy is at 8.1 kg now!!! and he is only 4 mths plus. sometimes i find him fat but elderlys lik to say HE IS NT. yet sometimes i find him cute with dos fats. haha!!
but 1 thing is for sure is , I THINK HE IS REALLY REALLY SUPER CUTE, I PROUD OF WAD I HAD " MANUFACTURED" lololololololololol!!!!!!

update more when i m clearing my AL/CCL nex mth. ( ITS LIK FINALLY!!!)

updates updates

2009-10-03T03:09:00.012+08:00

i m alive here again(but maybe half dead too) finally sept ended. i cant describe hw tired i m cause its all abt tHe nver ending back to back promos i had done. targets and targets, nver ending figures, but well it managed to fill up my pockets with my hard wrk too. and here i m,

down with flu and my brain had nth else but lotsa blanks. i m spinning, i think i m sick til my brain is burnt. i cant slp, i cnt wrkk. and today is really the worse day at wrkk.
i broke a nail polish (out of so many cols, i broke the dark DIABOLIC!!! clean lik siao, thanks vernise n coco for helping, i m sorrray! and i had my chicken rice with soup spoon n chopstix??!!!

i reject many cust request by nt trying the eyeshadows for them cause i m afraid i might sneeze on them, so i jus find excuses and reject them politely(i hope i m.) and when i go hm, i took the escalator to the green line at the mrt stat when i realise im returning to woodlands today. DUH.!!

congrats to laine on her arrival of lil kyler, my god he is the duplica of that bitchhh!!! haha:)

congrats eve to be officially mrs li now, pls tk care of aden bao bao n urself!!! :)

let the pictures do the talking. (p.s : kayes noe hw to grab grab some of his toys....... N STUFF THEM INTO HIS MOUTH, lolS!!!) , he can lift his head up when we flip him too. clever kayes. :)

2009-09-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

heloooo peepps!! oh well, another busy week had passed. i spend mine over at metro paragon, A FEELING OF HM. i damn miss fellow girls and all the 38s der la!! . had a fun n almost everyday oso keep laughing de 1 week der well, der is nver a banquet which nver end. pack up all my misses and bye byes , i m up on my feet n bac to rrc tmr. a counter which i call HOME now. :) anyway think laine gna induced her bb out on sat, smooth delivery gal! and yes yi fu mama , see ya on ur big day on sun!! oh my, busy lil woman i m . ha!! well, as for pictures, sorry peeps , too tired le.
shall upload all on my next off day (which - i - dnt - noe - when).

boo: i gt some horrible ezyma thingys popping out on my eye area, near my nose bridge der. wtf!!!
arrrrrrgh. wadever, its beauty slp time nw!

goody nites.

bored. DAMN BORED.

2009-09-17T21:03:00.009+08:00

A SUPER SIAN DE OFFDAY. WAD THE FUCK. nevermind tmr wil be a wrkking day again.

mpa here i come!!! i miss mpa :) well, my header alrd tell u i hv nth mucha blog abt. goodnights all.
well, kayes had no more fever le, cheers!

kayes 3 mths jab.

2009-09-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

so tired :( frm day 1 until nw i m at wrkk for almost abt 12 - 13 hrs daily. i wrkk hard for sales k:)
and chanel had jus gt another sleek n in counter at raffles city robinson. i can say except for the layout and size , otherwise its so paragon ; a sense of home! thats the 2nd nicest counter i had been to ,
come to think of it i m so lucky to get to experience 2 very exciting and bold counters. !!
p.s : its finally my off day again!

enough of wrkk , i need my family time n bonding time with kayes alrd.
he gt his 3 mth jab today , so sad i m always nt der , and i was too busy wrkking til i forgotten all abt it. but hubby says he merely cry , and he talk n shout abd blabber non stop whole day. LOL.
at 3 mths , he is at 61 cm, 6.7 kg. OHMYGOD. but it shows he is growing ulberly fine n he feeds well. no illness no problem no nth at all. CHEERIOS. anyway since birth he was always so fit n strong, i m proud that he is growing up well!! check out his video i jus flimed jus nw !. its my dvd time. rest time!! .... oh i wanna get a plsma/lcd or wadever u call that for my room sooooon!! goodnites!

baba baba

2009-09-11T20:09:00.013+08:00

today is my off day. its HUBBY BDAE!!! wow i swear i was damn angry ytd man. freaking tired n hungry after a long day wrkk, and i bathe n re make up again grupily on an EMpTY STOMACH + A PAIR OF DROOPY EYES N 2 BROKEN FEETS. OH MY GOD. but nontheless happy bdae to u i know u love ur new wallet k!!

.... now , some updates on my precious.

well he is 3 mths nw , and we r slowly training him to sit up ,

and he became so baba lor. anyway old ppl say children muz be baba den good , so ok lo let him be man. !! seeeeeeeeeeeeeee his cute n chubby face.

+ + now if he fall deeply asleep , no matter how u call him , or burping him , or tickle or touch him he oso wnt gif a damn abt u . haha!!! checkkkk him out!!

ok love him k!! nites!

WRKKKKKKKKK.

2009-09-07T01:17:00.013+08:00

I ENDED MY LAST FEW DAYS OF MATERNITY LEAVE WITH FD 4 ( NT THAT EXCITING AS EXPECTED..) NUMERAL FISHING TRIP AT MANDAI..
DOLS N GUYS WITH B N FRENS .. AND I M BAC TO WWRKK NOW!!
I M AT RAFFLES CITY, AND YA I STIL LOVE CHANEL AS B4! :)

WE R HAVING ENDLESS PROMOS , AND MY HEELS, FEETS IS BREAKING.
PROBABLY I M NT USE TO WEARING HEELS N STAND FOR LONGGGG HOURS AFTER SO LONG. I HAD BEEN IN FLATS SINCE PREGNANT MAN!!
.... AND INDEED LINDA IS VERY MOTHERLY. THANK GOD ITS FINALLY MY OFF DAY TODAY , AND I MISS KAYES SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH THAT I WISH I COULD HAVE MORE TIME FOE HIM!! EVEN THOUGH HE IS JUS BESIDE ME NW. :)

GOODDDDDDDY NITES READERS!

..... AND I WANNA SNAP MORE PICT OF MY KAYES. ! :)

a week of fun n love 2

2009-08-25T00:41:00.018+08:00

hello readers!! i m bac here again. well , miss blogging but this few days i ran all over sg , shopping for hubby's stuffs , busy with movies , and gg ard to have nice foodies , thus i ended my everyday with a pair of sore n tired feets n heavy eyes. ha! today i m better cause i slept til late afternoon and we only went for movie and "mini japan" today. ok , let see for movies i have watched :

*district 9 ( STUPID SHOW WIF MANY FUGLY ALIENS; thats all )

*wher gt ghost ( ANOTHER STUPID SHOW, BUT stil can gif a just passed. )

*orphan ( POWERRRRRRRRRRRR LA!!, great sound effect!! )

*turning point ( well , its BORING thou , cause i m nt a gangster haha! )

*hangover (LAUGH MY ASS OFF!!! HAAAAHA!!)

... we r gg for the final des 3 ( 3d) soon!!! woohoo!!!

and we went ikea and b's cousin eileen's bdae. had lunch with all e cousins at swensons at bugis too.

(yea yea!! i finally gt my denim jacket frm mango . $125 gone frm my pocket man. sob :x)

(we nearly went in , but b say its crazy n its impossible to finish it up - the biggest 1. hurrr!! )

... next we went to "mini japan" today!! ha. its MANPUKU at tampiness 1. well its my 1st time der , and the foodie are all so nicey!! and when we enter , we were given a RESERVED acrylic stand to chop places first so that we can go ard the restuarant to order our food w/o worring der is no seats for us. and we were given 2 cards too , its lik a credit card. u pay for ur food with the card , its with no value inside , all u need to do is to brim the card to the cashier when u finish dining , wadevr amt u have acumulated inside , wil be ur bill of the day. cool!! we eat happily away w/o realising we are eating a hole to our pockets too. hahaha!! its really a damn cool place to dine all ur favourite jappy food , cause its lik a big town with diff streets and each streets sells diff jappy food. u noe sushi 1 section , udon and ramen are nt tgt. emu rice are at the next street. and diff street had gt diff back ground n decor. nicey!! and they hav gt yummy ice cream too!! we wil definitely return again!!

the parfait is so niceeee!! ps: its actually NO PHOTO TAKING allow, i was stop by someone wher she din even realise i had been snapping away for so long, ha!! and sadly she stopped me when i was abt to snap the section with lovely sakura!!

and lastly , jus a cute pic of kayes ; i put him into his walker cum rocker for a while that day. and he jus so CUTE!

BYE BYE :)

kayes kayes

2009-08-20T23:27:00.008+08:00

its coming the end of august , which means i m starting wrkk really soon, dear ppl i had been trans to raffles city ; robinsons. heard frm eleanor they r gg to revamp the chanel counter der, its a relocation and its gna get bigger!! and of cos nt lefting out the setting up of counter.

stil remb last time when paragon jus started and the setting up when i m abt 3 mths plus preggy.

managers were nice enuff den to had really ensure that i did nt do dos heavy chores. well, this time round i wil try my best to help out as much as i can den :)

oh ya , kayes is coming to 3mths soon . lets see how far he has progress ....

* had grown more "ba ba" alrd . hee. i think hes heavy for me u noe!

* nt wearing mittens anymore so his hand is forever doin the grab grab grab action.

* loves sucking his fist oso. i think he see it as a drumstix . (mum mum !!)

* keep pulling his tutu in n out , when drop le , he only noe hw to make noise or cry. LOL

* makes baby sound , sometimes shout shout . - but nt very very loud that kind la :)

* his hair is damn funny , cause it grew many , black n thick but ONLY IN THE CENTER.

we r gg to shave him again , hopefully this time round the hair can grow properly man!!! ha.

*he dun really wake up in the nite for milk le , and he had been drinking 180ml at jus 2 mths!!

my boy is a good drinker . :)

*know hw to recognize ppl , if in good mood , wil smile smile at us , or after his milk milk or infact when he jus woke up. hee.

* always stare hard at the tv lik super enjoying likdat .

* likes to slp on our bed between me n hubby .

..... shall update more abt him again. its FUNSHION time!!! :)

a week of fun n heavy expenditure!

2009-08-17T03:30:00.030+08:00

went out on the 14 n 16th. been to kbox at cine, movies at ehub. hk cafe , gt my geo lens arrived , baby went to tailor make his wrkk pants went for the chanel major launch of skincare product- (UCL) training and more!! let the peektures do the talking :) heavy images ahead!

CHANEL's worldwide major launch:
ULTRA CORRECTION LIFT. targetting on firmness, and its the best product to re-define ur facial contours. with a new concept call TENSEGRITY, wrkking on the heart of the cell, and the forces n volume that gif our skin its firmness. do nt have the thinking that only old ppl need to firm their skin, ppl lik me n you can use it too , cause as we age , our cells are flattened and they collaspse , and when collagen is decreasing , thats when our skin start to sag and wrinkled. do u prefer a well defined face or a saggy with a double chin face? u choose ;p

(instead of the usual borimg angel series lens frm geo , this time round i gt FRESH GREY from geo too . )

(his 2 pairs of personalized tailor-ed pants + a very nice de cufflink cost him a hefty $400 bucks!! , and we are kingsmen the tailor shop)

peace

2009-08-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

did meni n pedi today, trim my eye brow too. yea i m all geared n groomed! good mood nw :)

*PEACE*

ok i had passed my day very peacefully and i m off to my show nw.

oh yea, mr YOU, its time to go ikea-ing for our mirror!!!

good nights, readers.

completed

2009-08-11T04:06:00.002+08:00

and now , the picture is completed with me and u.

TO: ALL THE OUTSIDERS,

OH PLS WADEVER U ALL INTERPRETed MY POST,

BE IT UNDERSTAND OR MISUNDERSTOOD,

WELL I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO WRITE WADEVER I WAN

CAUSE THIS IS MY BLOG, MY DIARY.

SO LONG I UNDERSTAND WAD I M WRITING WIL DO.

下雨了, 我看见乌云雨过了, 我等到了彩虹.

well, we r fine nw. we hav talk everything over the fone jus nw.

and u stil gt the cheek n mood to ask me go shopping or wadevr. my god.

anyway stop scaring me with u noe dos things.

i m nt afraid , nt lik u :)

alright shall pack up n go hm.

happily evr after ( i hope so :D )

lik wad i say, its nt always a stormy day, der r times when the sun shines too.

ok, off to my show nw < 烈火雄心3> nice show.

bravo ! to all the firefighters.

2009-08-09T22:48:00.005+08:00

PLS SCROLL ALL THE WAY TO UR RIGHT :)

found this application so CUTE so i self designed my family members n hw they look
lik .:)

AND AH YAN SAY: OH THE LAIS FAMILY IS CRAZY MAN. JUS LOOK AT MUM N DAD.

and ppl frm lai family are all 4 eyes froggies. LOLx!!

by looking at this self make portrait , i jus cant stop laughing. feel so much better nw!

090809

2009-08-09T21:05:00.007+08:00

KAYES SAYS : '' YAY I LOV SINGAPORE!! :)

enjoyed watching the ndp just now

well, next year i wil stil say i wanna go ndp

and i wil stil come back n tell u ppl , i was nt der .

LOLx

my bro : eh whers kenneth

me: dont noe

my bro : muz be go happy again

me: yea think so

wadever.., HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!

2009-08-08T21:25:00.004+08:00

oh, i finally can upload the video while i was teasing kayes jus nw. i upload via blogger it did succeed eventually , but in the end i thought youtube is better. yep here it goes!! recently he jus lik to keep smiling and my mum say he start to lik to shout(i lov to shout too) in his baby voice. he love to chuckle alot too. lols.

enjoys! and u are right ; thats my boy , kayes. !

2009-08-08T19:26:00.009+08:00

cant really wake up today , my head is kinda lik spinning n spinning. so i have to ask ah yan to go checkout kayes when he cry , and i hav to ask my mum to help feed kayes for 1 of his feed cause i cant get out of the bed. omg. sighs! and i keep gg bac to slp upon every half an hr of intervals. and wake up every half n hourly as well. lik wad i say , its been long since i SLEPT WELL.

well , tell my dad abt my blog for all u lik , i dare write i hav nth to fear. and my ears wnt nt be open for his persuasions oso. do nt talk to me abt PRIVACY wherby u r the first to CALL MY FREN UP , from den did u ever think of privacy? oh wad abt the chats u had wif ur fren while DRINKING HAPPILY AWAY TIL DAWN and keep msg u dnt reply even shut off ur fone, wad if smth urgent really happen to kayes or wadever , I BET U GNA STAY GUILTY FOR UR WHOLE LIFE. and u are all dress up to go drinking , hw happy r u ! and if i even wan MORE ppl to noe , i would nt have del my post. well i dnt wanna say anymore , cos by thinking of it is making my blood boil , and i hadnt been slpin n eating well, nt lik u stil can find the time to do nonsense ya. dnt tell me upset den go find ur bros or wadever la , did i do the same thing when i m upset, or giving myself an excuse to sneak out n drink til DAWN. oh wadever! i need to chill , if nt at any time i can alrd predicted i m gna get seriously sick. by complaining does nt make u a hero , and frm the start u noe wad causes me to lost my temper and yet all the complains u make somehw doesnt really seems relevant at all.

well enough abt YOU , at least der is stil kayes who i m smiling for.

i miss the outside air. i had been staying in the hse for almost every min n sec. sighs!

I DID NOT

2009-08-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

can any1 teach me hw to retrived a deleted post ? i m nt gg to slp til i get done.
i wanna that post on the 6/8/09 ON 321am or rather 7/08/09 . i cant remb the exact date.
but i deleted the post on a GOOD WILL that i wan less ppl to noe, and der is many ppl who msg or call me abt it alrd. i dnt wish to say anymore, cos i tot my post says all. but since that particular post i have made is inviting so many comments but since u make it a point that SO MANY PPL READ MY BLOG , den i m gna get it up AGAIN and show more ppl wad i have post , AND EACH AND EVERY SINGLE WORDS IS TRUE TO HOW I EXACTLY FELT. . because u might jus tell ppl I ALRD DEL IT DUE TO WADEVER REASONS .

see? u get strike by lightnings n thunder when u blog ur truest in blogger . upon receiving too many comments u del it , u get strike too. and since i can remove my post it shows i had alrd chill. AS DOS WHO HAD READ IT, remb i mentioned it was the saddest ever post i hav ever make on blogspot. even i myself cant brim myself to read how pathatic life is .

to yt , carole , beii , ah soon , and everyone who saw my that post , CAN U ALL PLS TELL ME IS DER ANYTHING WRONG IN THAT POST ?

and be it whoever i mentioned in that post , this is how straightforward i m and this is how i felt always . i see no why in hiding my true feelings when coming to the point of writting a diary , journal or wadever u call that.

AND I M VERY DETERMINED TO GET THAT POST BACK, WOULD APPRECIATE IF ANY OF U READERS CAN HELP. THANKS .

and if u ask how angry or fumiNg i m now - ITS definitely a 200 upon 10.

TWIST N TURN THE WORDS? I M GNA REMB THIS STATEMENT, FOR DOS WHO KNEW ME WELL, SHLD NOE , IF I SAY I DID NT , AND I KICK A BIG FUSS OVER THE I-DID-NOT , IT MEANS I M GNA GET THE HELL OUT OF EVERYTHING TO SHOW U , I DID NT.

... oh pls print as many copies as u want

U PPL ARE NTH BUT TROUBLES BETWEEN US.

2009-08-07T18:12:00.003+08:00

to: that bunch of irritating ppl ,

pls do nt poke ur nose into our affairs. u wanto read my blog , u shut up and save ur comments.

be it on whose side u standing at . if ever its stil u ppl again , den der wil be no me n kayes.

do nt let me NAME u ppl here 1 by 1 . i m hard to please but i m easily contented. get away and i wnt bark. and i always make my likes/dislikes clear . and i only say once. do it over n over again , U PPL ARE BLOWING MY TOP OFF.

GET ALL OF UR ASSES OFF MY BLOG N KEEP ALL UR COMMENTS TO URSELF.

keep ur bad habits / hobbies/ and wadver exciting places u PPL NOE or lik to urselves , do nt teach PPL BAD. esp dos that is married and wif a kid. GET A LIFE.

you ppl , are nth BUT TROUBLES BETWEEN US.

i m alrd very chill-ed, BUT upon hearing u ppl names , and the things u ppl teach him to do ,

U PPL ARE THE STONES N PEBBLES OBSTRUCTING OUR LIFE. a bunch of JUNKS.

and oh , if u happen to read this post nw , yes u right i m talking abt u . the ALL OF U.

2009-08-07T13:21:00.003+08:00

its another day again . finally find the time to hav my lunch . and i managed to slept for abt 5 hrs today. well finally he appear again for jus 1 msg . and thats all again. i m tking care of kayes all by myself , and its so freaking tiring. or shld i jus say it make no diff since i dnt remb having any fun weekends out so far except for the occasional shoppings trips wit my mum . kayes is havin his nap nw , well jus hw long more he muz be here? next door is having a major renovations next week i cant imagine i m gna tolerate all the drillings let alone my boy . and my bro they all is having their major exams soon. my god. peace n quiet is very much appreciated. but with the renovations n kayes ard , its hard! my son is famous for being very noisy and he get irritated and wake up easily, ha!

and my mum seems very agitated by wads happening too. my ears is nver at peace. omg omg omg !! sighh. anyway i m counting dwn to wrkk . i had wasted my 4 mths away practically with nothings and lots of nonsense. think its better to be at wrkk cause at least i have smth to do. i have ppl to chat ard .

my mum wanna go out tmrw i think , yea me n kayes is staying put , cause its so troublesome to brim a baby out w/o my stroller. my very own family day with kayes , and oh ya maybe my bro too. so this time round , my mum is really irritated , and der left only me to look after kayes.
wadver , cause his my son .

and remb the huge ice cream i post on my prev prev prev post? i think i wil nver had the chance or time to go for it oso . and til nw , i haven gt myself a denim high waist pant tht i had been ranting for so long. well at least i can look forward to my jill stuart eyeshadow that i ask beii to get it frm hk for me. every one is gg for a short trip , but nt me . wadver n wadver , life stil goes on. ah soon ask me to go see fire wrkks this sunday , a part of me feel so much lik gg , but another part of me tell me i stil have to look after kayes. so i think i wnt be joining ba. yep.
and my sis use my lappy to dwnload dos stupid games and she seems hook to it. leaving me with nth to entertain myself.

ok , its rest time n kayes is gg to had his bath nw. :) even though its only 1 msg , but at least u and i noe wads gg on and understand each and others ' thinking .

..... and counting dwn , my boy is turning 2 mths in a few days time. feel so happy to see him growing up oso . :)

2009-08-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

thanks for every1's concern. well i have deleted my prev post cos afterall i stil feel its too saddening to mention everything out. yep. hopefully we can erase everything off our mind jus lik i deleted away my prev post. and sad to say, he had gone missing . well i suppose maybe this is hw my story ended. this is nt the moment to cry or wadver , but to stand up and be even stronger frm the fall. because i had kayes wif me . no matter wad happen , a children is innocent.
i m very serious in giving him the portrait of a happy family stil.

hw sad can it be if he noe wad is happening and i bet that lil cheeky boy of mine wnt be keep chuckling n smiling to us today. poor him! had a longggg day today. sang him his favourite good nite song without removing any one the characters mentioned in the song as usual, jus fed him .
he stil making alot of noises , but that showes that at least he is fine. if he keep himself quiet for a day . smething muz be wrong den. oh my god ., i feel so unhappy , jus where on earth can i run to or hide to? sighhhhh. and only god noes it was 98765432123456789 days ago since i slept with a smile on my face.

poor kayes , he was looking ard for his snake. cant do anything cause i even leave my keys behind alrd.

well, need a break now.

....

2009-08-06T17:13:00.004+08:00

had a very dramatic morning today , which wad is over jus let it be over. i dnt wish to say much either. kayes is wif me nw. and he is very safe n sound. and wad more harm can a mum bring upon her own child? leaving u wasnt a good feeling either, but it letting both of us really chill n reflet. nt u or me , BUT THE BOTH OF US. anyway letting kayes had a broken family is definitely nt a wans in my wishing list. and taking him away wil put my mind at ease , as u hav eyes to see , u cant commit enough time for kayes . u are forever having numerals meetings and all u noe is dump him to the maid .

after so much , all i can say is learn to trt every one lik humans , when u say is oso ur family , den take out ur sincere n really trt them lik 1. i seee no why we have to cum up wif curfews n restrtictions bewtween 1 n other, and i feel that this is a big nono , and it nt love at all.

and kayes had a hm to return to , but i guess all he wan is a proper home with ye ye nai nai , and nt forgetting gong gong n popo. and of cos all the gu gu n ah yi (s). and the pictures to be completed with u n me. do nt say it jus a small issue , cause i m nt mentally unsound and i m nt mad, i wnt blew my top off if its really jus A SMALL ISSUE . learn to handle and look at things at MY POINT OF VIEW . jus lik i m telling u to come during weekends n ask for permission when u come , tell me hw do u feel?

well i m nt gg to let kayes stay here for long , but oso nt until u get evrything right and let every thing resume to its normal pace , or if u insist .. do nt regret when things turn really really sour ,
and thats when we wil nt be talking abt family or lov anymore.

to all of u who show ur concerns , tq very much we are fine jus that every family have gt their own stories to tell, i had mine too. and of cause pls respect the privacy of this issue. its nt always a big storm day, der r times when sun wil shines too.

yep. its time to really do some soul searching.

2009-08-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

I M KAYES BIOLOGICAL MUM , AND THATS THE FACT NOBODY CAN DENY . GET THE FACTS RIGHT.

ITS ALL ABOUT KAYES N KAYES NW, AND NTH ABOUT YOU.

ended.

2009-08-03T03:20:00.004+08:00

chance upon en's blog , and found out that she went this benten cafe to hav this super uber huge ice-cream ai illuma ( WHY NVER JIO ME HUH!!!) LOLS. it look so tempting n i m always love icecream. i eat them even when i m heavily pregnant. thou some might say do nt eat during pregnant. baby wil have phlegm blah blah blah. dear mr hubby , nw u noe wad to do rite?

ha!! lets hunt that ice cream dwn!! it lookkkk so YUMMI-LICIOUS. i sound lyk i had alrd tried it b4 man. LAUGHS.

OOPS, SORRY I STEAL THE FOTO FRM UR BLOG. MUAHAAAAAAAA.

well, last nite here , ending of my trip hm. bought alot of lingeries, belt , and had sent my dressies for alterations(NT YET READY LOR, its been a week) ha, cos i always alter nt only the length n width , but i always very ma fan n usually its almost dismantling all the stiches frm dos dressies n re-do them again, otherwise its abt the complicated stitching that makes it diff to alter. uh, well nvm , mum wil brim it over during the weekends i guess. she super on wan la, every weekend nver fail to come n see kayes.

oh, talking abt kayes, so funny his face so "moh peng" nw lor, due to the many pairs of sweaty , dirty and germs fill hands that nver fail to lay themselves on his small lil face , and nt forgetting the nver ending saliva of his . he is having minor rashes-lik patches on his cheeks. omg.

kayes bu mei liao , my mum said. ha!!n joke of the day

my 5 yr old de mei mei says: da jie ni de nu er hen chao lei !!!

nu er?? pls la ah xin , kayes is my son , wo de ER ZI !!!

omg . this is wad we call kids. children talk. and to them , there is always no right or wrong.

ok, i miss my big bed , i miss ordering karoma ard, i miss my bolster n pillow.

and of i miss u , wei jian gege!!

i think hes gna make noise when he see i call him gege. LOL.

the nver ending craps of us.

good nights readers , bye woodlands , bye LAI(s).....

steamboat

2009-08-01T03:33:00.006+08:00

3.33 am. my 8 days "holidays" to my mum hse is coming to an end soon. aiyo abit sad i m gg bac and i m gna be lonely again, guess kayes wil be sad cos nobody keep disturb him frm slping , touching his face here n der, making him having some rashes on his face cos my sis they all touch him the moment they get home frm sch. omg , children r nver clean. ha!!

upgraded to PANADOL EXTRA today cos i m having really really terrible toothache man.

i MUZ VISIT THE DENTAL again , i dnt care ! ytd steamboat session spell F-U-N! :)

the cocks n jokes , makes me keep laughing lik mad n loud. LOLs. worth the sweat too. i see everyone was so hot n they sweat til their hair stick to their face. thanks ah soon for giving me her wil stuck to teeth n dry until lik grass the jin zhen gu. lol!! my god.

and see that crab sticks, i took only very lil quantity and thats hw niao i m anyway but joreen after looking at the amt i took , she jus top up until ah soon at der kbkb say we waste food. LOL! wadever man!!! ok, steamboat on juan's bdae again. :) good nites readers.

kayes @ popo hse!

2009-07-29T23:49:00.006+08:00

congratulations to nicole on the arrival of her bb gal , chloe. :) !!

been hm for 3 days , well i m stil stuck at hm til nw , cos i fail -ed to wake up , i slept only when sun is abt to rise, partially because of my terrible terrible toothache , and partially they dnt really noe kayes's patterns yet, so i muz help out oso. and thirdly its been so long since i last set my alarm. LOLs!
. okies tmr i m gna WAKE UP and i m GONNA SLP EARLY TODAY(i even gt panadols ready incase the toothache comne again) . i m gg to town tmrw!! omg i had been telling my mum i wan to go bac office n collect my new uniform, and i m stil here. omg omg!! and i mmeeting beii to get her

LIGNE EXTREME AND STYLO YEUX, best eyeliner frm chanel!! :) and i wanna go far east to get a denim high waist shorts , everybody is ranting abt ION, i wanna go der n walk too!! anyway its jus opposite my office :) den its steamboat time at crystal jade wif ah soon ... !! woohoo. i m looking forward to my day out :) ha!

the super naggy de popo:

the super LOVE kayes de yiyi(haha!) :

shes everywhere wherever kaye is. she cheong the 1st 1 when he cry. she insist to stuff the tutu

when kayes spit it out. she tidy kayes play tent n decides hw she wan the pillows n toys to be arrange. she is so helpful only to kayes, laughs!

and today my super stinky n smelly de hubby (after his ippt) came up for a while. see? i told u u wil miss us til u cry rite! hahaha!! see ya on monday! loves.

8 days

2009-07-26T02:15:00.003+08:00

recently i m chasing this series . i used funshion ,do u ? ha!! that kid in this series is so talented.

the way he talk is so heart wrenching in my point of view as a mummy , i feel so sad when he keep crying and say he miss his mummy, and i think the actresses in this series is so chio.

fair skin , nice features !!! and most imprtantly i cry n cry. omg , thats - so - typical - series- gals !!!! anyway i gif a rating of 8/10 !!

and i so wannna screammmm out loud , why? cause i m having that NAGGY TOOTHACHE AGAIN!!!!! i guess i really muz rest rest rest rest , slp slp slp slp!! its the lack of slp n stress thats why. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

anyway tmrw , i m heading hm for 8 days wif kayes, wheeeeeeeee!! :) so happy , cos his popo (my mummy) wil be more than happy to look after him , and at least its more crowded n merrier der, nt lik here , so lonely at hm everyday . nobody to talk to oso, most of the time they r at wrkk or we are doing our own things :( and der is many ppl der to play wif kayes oso, instead of facing the maid everyday , if i were him , i cfm feel so sian. ha!

***** dear hb,

do nt miss me and my noises ya?!! no doubt , me n kayes wil miss u lots . and since my mummy is looking after kayes , date me out la!!! we need to hav a holiday man! home sweeeeeeeet home!

..... and stupid ying ting screen shot me n kayes while i m burping him ytd, she said the new generation mummy burp baby while webcaming n lappy-ing. LOL , jus call me a wonder woman la. ahha! :

lol. so funny . anyway its gna be a busy week for me , i gt lotsa clothings i m sending for alteration cos i jus lik the aunty 's wrkmanship so much , my uniform for sch was alter by her , imagine hw long i support her haha, so since i m gg der , i might as well alter all the things i wanna alter. and i m heading dwn to office to return my maternity uniform n collect my new one.
and i m so looking forward to meet up with juan n ah soon they all to celebrate juans bdae. wooohoo!!!

... more to come , gdnights readers!

2009-07-22T15:58:00.001+08:00

i hav the sudden urge n thought to change my hair col

to lighter shades n i wanted zap off my fringe n bangs them!!!! i wnna change my hairstyle again ...

shld ii.. shld ii...

jurong point

2009-07-20T02:36:00.004+08:00

last min decided to head to jurong point todae , but after i gt myself ready , it was alrd 4.40 pm? and when i went dwnstairs , it rained so heavily SUDDENLY! and i m stuck at no wher, with no proper shelter for the cab i on call for to come . rain was splashing every wher :X met mum at lot 1 , and it was alrd 5 plus when i reached der. trained to jurong point. oh my god , the weather is so opposite as wad pasir ris had.

walk ard with my killer heels , but its so tiring , and i bought 1 strappy wedges to wear :)

i m lack of flats , all thanks to the block shopper who came block shopping and cope my shoes away!!! so nw , i kept them indoors :)

bought the slimming corset to aid firming n toning of the left over flap after pregnancy,

though der are ppl keep saying gif birth finish stil look thin blah blah blah, to me , i feel FAT stil.

i m wrkking hard on my CHANEL BODY EXCELLENCE SLIM n CLARINS BODY SHAPING CREAM. firm firm firm , slim slim slim tone tone tone!!! jia yous :)

...and i ended the day with a ribbon tank top frm G2000. lol i had nver bought any thing der b4, as its nt my stlye, but recently i am searching for nice n simple tanks to match all my high waisted apparels . the - tuck- in - style. hee.

good nights readers, and thanks for CLICKING THE ADS BY NUFFNANG :)

2009-07-17T02:45:00.002+08:00

.........................

aiyoo, was having naggy toothache for 3 days , and thus finally
decided to pay the dental a visit. xray done, der is nth wrong wif my
tooth/teeth, but at the sinus nerve der, der is some imflammation.

and the ridiculous cause of it was ; lack of sleep, stress and immune's down
(evr since i became a mummy
i slept for less than 4 hrs a day even though i m nt really the 1 taking care of bb)
ha, probably i can sense bb cry cos hes nt slping well , or feels
lonely, that why i dnt sleep well too.
SO DEAR MUMMIES - T0 - BE , pls rest really lots before
ur precious came out to this world, is the joy that keep u motivated,
and its oso the joy that tire u out n make u fell sick!!!

i m glad that der is so many ppl ard kayes , tking care of him n
loving him nonthelessly :)

he is starting to respond to us n stare at us while we keep talking to
to him, as if he is listening real hard. he make cooing n baby sounds
too . hee. so looking forward to him growing bigger n bigger
and imagine all of us busy chasing him ard in his walker .(bought by his
god mama ; ah soon!! )

*** in the xray, doc highlighted i had a wisdom tooth which is on the
way to growing out . doc say wisdom tooth wil grow out between 20
to 30 yrs old. hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :X
zzzz.

001 mth 1 day

2009-07-15T17:29:00.008+08:00

had a longgg day out ytd !wheee! my confinement ended! kayes went to get his jab , hes 4.3 kg alrd :) good weight, doc say!

went to make his passport at ica. den went parkway to had our wedding ring send for polishing.

send kayes n maid hm.. we headed to tamp 1 . was very grumpy initially cos tampiness is sooooo boring. walk n walk , managed to get 2 tops and a waist belt. so i felt happy again :) realistic. ha!!

and noe wad? i was trying to upload a 3 mins plus video of kayes jus nw but

blogspot is so laggy and i swear i leave it for loading since 5.45 pm

its alrd 8.48pm nw, it sucks!!! so i decided NT TO LOAD THE VIDEO ANYMORE!!!

sucks sucks sucks.

hence, no video but jus some picts ;

we dressed kayes up!!! he look

so cuteeeeeeeee :)

123456789

2009-07-13T23:46:00.024+08:00

baby kayes is 1 mth old todayyy!!!! :)

I HAVE SO MANY PICTURES TO SHOW,

BUT I WIL JUS RANDOMLY POST SOME

HEE.

KAYES BOTAK LE!!! LOL. AND WE KEEP CALLING HIM LITTLE MONK . HE IS LYING IN THAT BEAUTIFUL "GARDEN" WIF BUTTERFLY N BEE ARD HIM , GIVEN BY BEII AND HER SIS. HEE, THANKS, THINK HE ENJOY LOOKING AT THEM !!

ps: kayes had really grow up a lil , he is alrd responding to us by making baby sound as if they were talking n answering us, and he respond to things n toys ard him or near him. he keep staring at them. and kayes noe how to smile smile when he really enjoyed smth!!!

wad a happy baby!!! :) and he gt so many funny faces esp opening his eyes widely for no resaon, ha!!!

pps : i had receive my killer heels frm the korea at http://vvestiges.livejournal.com/

i tot it look so hard n it might break my foot cos it look heavy but decided to risk it n buy it ,

and when i try it on... omg! it so soft n light weighted and i loveeee it so much, gna order more shoes frm them

(this is the pict they post online)

(this is the real life picture when i receive it )

and i receive my bag frm korea too :)

PPPS : MODIVA jus emailed me n said they had jus mail out my 3 dresses. weeee. sooo happy n looking forward to receive them !!!

and many thanks to dos who came for kayes's baby shower :) loves!

2009-07-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

SHUT THE FUCK UP .

........

2009-07-09T16:43:00.011+08:00

today i wake at 4pm!! wads wrong wif me! because at 6 am today, i m stil feeding kayes and wait for his milk to settle dwn n burp him n tuck him to slp.. at 7 am i m pumping my milk out (i feel lik a cow! i have endless milk to pump , and i alrd pumped at the interval of 6 or more hrs ! imagine if i pump more regularly n if i use 2 pumps instead of 1 , i wil be able to produce litres of milk !!!!)

den at 7 am plus , kayes wake up again, i carry him to the yao yao outside, cos the maid can look after him, and i can go back to slp peacefully!! hee. he show me some cheeky faces ..

and i went back to the rm. gone in less than 5 mins! den at 8 plus, hubby went to wrkk, the sound of the hair dryer woke me up again. zzzz. THATS WHY I WOKE UP SO LATE TODAY!!!

... and ytd i fool ard wif my camera , therefor i can upload some picts today!!!

...... hee! jus sme randoms ; i throw away the limited no. of t shirts i have , and nw i own less than 5 0r 3 tees. cause i dnt wear t shirt when gg out , so i dun buy. and nw i ended up wif no tees to wear at hm, so i wear my hubby's everyday. omgzz. and hes lik making alot of noise cause i keep messing up his cupboard! LOL.

DEAR READERS , PLS HELP ME TO CLICK ON THE ADS BY NUFFNANG!! :)

200th.

2009-07-08T15:14:00.002+08:00

today is the 200th post i had on bs. :) a sense of cheng jiu gan . !!

well soo lazy, i wanna take picts , but der is nth to take . nt even kayes. cos its either hes slping,

or hes playing kungfu (kicking n boxing into the airr). hurhur.

time fly fastt , 5 more days , kayes would be 1 mth old, and me.. had been basically breast feeding him, eating lots of ginger dishes , bathing the herbal bath , no plain water only longan

red dates, online shopping(i shop for almost everything!!) blah blah blah for 1 mth .

very happy cos finally can get to see most of my frens which i hadnt seen them for ages on this sunday, at kayes's bb shower. :)

i try to be bac wif many pictures k !!

and dear readers, plz help me click on the ad by nuffnang ! :)

hello =D

2009-07-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

hi i am ying ting =D
xiao ci needs my help every single time.
so troublesome.
hope she appreciate me.

WENT OUT HAPPILY!!

2009-07-05T00:12:00.010+08:00

went out today wif full make up, high heels , and a happy mood :) woohoo!!

bye bye perm hair, bye bye dry grass. say hello to blackie :

and say hello to kayes too :

(sob:( mummy mess up my hair while rubbing my head)

WIL UPDATE MORE AGAIN, GOOD NITEZ READERS :)

OH YES!

2009-07-03T15:17:00.003+08:00

OH, I JUS RANSACKED MY WARDROBE thinking wad to wear out tmrw. jus to rant again;

i m gg to the salon tmrw!!! :) (ANYWAY I M ON THIRD WEEK OF CONFINEMENT ALR!!)

was posing ard and taking photos, and i finally decided on this:

sorry i cnt show my face cos i think i look CRAZY AND MAD. esp my dying hair.

and oso, i can zip up my levis jeans alrd!!! :) oh my god thats a big challenge cos its size 24 plus it sooooo skinny n fitting. I M JUS SO HAPPY MAN!!!

a happy entry

2009-07-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

i m here to rant rant rant!! :)
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i m soooooooooooo happy :)
i m gg to the salon on saturday! its lik finally!!!
and i have had been receving parcel(or articles i have purchase to be exact) every day,
jus lik wad ow lock kuay say: its so shiok! jus lik receiving pressies :)

kayes 's baby shower is 1 week away, omg. kids grow up fast. its gna been a mth!!!!
oh, i start to miss wrkking life alrd. its so bored n all i can do is spend spend spend , LOL!!

aiyo.. i feel so happy for ________ !!! another preggy directly after me.
shall nt say the name out til it past 3 mths den.
congrats ar!!! haah. :)

today my entry seems so happy n random- lamed.
bye all. !

anywhere, everywhere.

2009-06-28T16:22:00.012+08:00

kayes is 2 weeks old and he simply slp all over the hse:

in his jus open frm the carton de pram :

in his yao yao :

on the mini hard mattress in living rm wif yiyi :

on my bed wif yi yi :

on daddy's lap watching tv :

on daddy's lap at our big couch hugging his chou chou :

on the maid 's lap zzz until mouth open big big :

lols... and me... the mama who dnt behave lik shes id doing confinement after 4 - 5 days after she gif birth :

... hw cum nobody take pict of me when kayes slp in my arms? :x

haha!

2009-06-25T18:02:00.003+08:00

ytd i went loyang point to did some groceries shopping. i noe i m in my 10th days of confinement,
but i m almost fully recovered, infact i think i HAD recovered. lols.
on my way der, SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BAT at that stretch of pathway. omgzzwth , freak me out man, but bb say they are fruit bats . its stil freaking scary. LOL.

kayes had grown slightly bigger, increased in weight too,
no picts cause my sis took my lappy home,
and i missssss hogging it so muchhh ,
and ders is so many pictures i wanna upload into it.
oh dear, pls cme bac :(

spend my days shopping ard online as usual,
jus bought 4 more dresses, 1 satin long pants n 1 zip bustier top.
kill me pls. :( kill the strong urge to fill up my almost full again de wardrobe.
REALLY GNA STOP IT, cause its time to shop outside alrd!!!
(LOLS!!!!!)

ANOTHER DILEMA:
TO REBOND OR PERM.
HOW?
AIYA I THINK I WIL STIL REBOND AS I HAD MY PERMED HAIR FOR QUITE SME
TIME ALRD. !!
BUT I STIL LOVE THE VOLUMIZED N WAVY HAIR I HAVE NW.
:(
?
SIGHS.

its time to rack our brains to choose which caterer to order
the buffet for baobao 1 mth.
and its time to save up for raining days n STOP SPENDONG/SHOPPPING.
zzzzz.

happy papa day

2009-06-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

happy father(s) day to all daddy(s) !!!

esp to hubby , who had been a hardwrkking daddy to kayes,
for this few days since kayes was born, he was the one up all nite to feed kayes
2 hourly , wakes up when he nudge or cries abit. brim him to the sun and doc
change his diaper when he poo-ed.. warm up his milk when its feeding time.
tuck him to slp many many more.
"papa, kayes lov u :)"

1 week

2009-06-20T15:43:00.005+08:00

kayes is 1 week old alrd. so far so good. besides yelling his lung out for milk other than that hes very fine stil :)and he seems to lik tutu and he slp very well in yaoyao. brim him to polyclinic to did his follow up, everything is fine, his juandice is stil in the norm range . ytd went gynae for my follow up; brim kayes along, hes very guai and din even cry at all .he zzz in my arms all the way in the car. hee :)

he lik to be carry ard the hse open his eyes big big roll here roll der see things that is bright or moving after that he wil fall asleep again, cant wait for him to grow up soon! grow well boy!

wit lov,

mummy.

back home.

2009-06-17T14:36:00.016+08:00

kayes had been back hm for 2 days. for the first night at his new hm, he cries n cries, took us a long time to pacify him to slp. ha. probably hes nt too used to it yet. but slowly slowly, hes starting to settle dwn. :) .... i must really say my boy is really handsome! even i cnt believe it that his features are so nice. esp the eyes , which many many of u highlighted on. (hee) .

kayes is at 4 days old now, with many many manyyyyyyyy more days to come upon growing up.

finally :)

2009-06-15T13:38:00.020+08:00

hello dearest aunties and uncles, hee hee. i m the naughty kayes tan that mummy had been ranting about, and i noe she always complain to evry1 of u tt i m late and she gt to induced me out.

she tolerate the pain of me squeezing down to her "der" and the very very killing pain cause by me pressing on her nerve on her lower back bone for 5 hrs, and she injected epidural.

and when i jus right at the entrance of her "der" , which means shes alrd at 10cm! she dnt even noe ; cause no feeling. zzz. mummy was in labour for abt 14 hrs , and she took 1o mins to PUSH me out. 1o mins ltr , at mt alvernia hospital on 13/06/09 , 1745 pm .. der i was! weighing at a healthy 3.22 kg! which doc n nurse are very proud of , cos they say mummy very small size but stil can gif birth to a 3.2 kg de baby. they xpect me to be small la . *hee* ok, enuf abt my mummy, ahem... NOW PROUDLY PRESENT MYSELF..... TAN KAI XUAN KAYES ....! :

... hee hee. mummy stil have many pictures of me, but i think its better nt to over expose my handsome face first. okies, i m sleepy. sleeepppy again. zzzzzz.

a dressing table, i want 1.

2009-06-12T17:57:00.006+08:00

i decided i need sme straps n charms for my boringzzz camera n phone.

i wanna get these samantha thavasa (s) so muchhh. but each cost between $70 + to $90

muz consider!!! (zzz)

i m dreaming to have a white dressing table so

that all my make ups, fake lashes, eyeliners and blah blah blah n gather tgt wit my

curling tongs, straightener n hair dryer can stay tgt as 1 family.

den i can draw draw draw on my face non stop in frnt of that table.

muz por hubby, cause he dnt lik too many furniture in his rm.

simple n tidy; thats him .

AND I SO BLOODY WANNA FASTER GET MY DEGREES CHECKED, COS I WNA GET

CONTACT LENS!! URRRRRGH!!

but reccomended to do so only after gif birth, cause during pregnancy our eyesight are affected.

♥♥♥♥♥ be back wif kayes real soon. stayz tuned ok!

BOY(S)

2009-06-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

dear all, i seriously hope tmrw wil be my LAST VISIT TO THE GYNAE.
ppl 's baby(s) all pop out 1 by 1 le, 除了naughty kayes!!
so i gna ask doc to induced him out- i hope tmrw :)
cant wait to see this stubborn lil 宝宝 too. (hee)

and beside kayes, i realise this yr der is many
男宝宝 too. wow. alot of old ppl sure very happy cause u noe they jus lik boys. biased,
which-i-dnt-understand-why.

anyway congrats to :
laine on her boy
peipei on her boy
lina on her sec bb ; boy
my mum in - law dunno hw many preggy de colleagues : boy(s)
and the new member who jus join:
melvin and his : boy

and most are dued on june, aug. sept , oct , nov (so near apart)
so exciting cause so many new life is abt to start in this world.
esp my naughty lil boy whose life is starting really soon ; loves!
... CONGRATULATIONS AND HAPPY PARENTHOODS TO ALL!! :)

2009-06-10T18:28:00.001+08:00

PLS KILL ME. I JUS BOUGHT ANOTHER DRESS ONLINE AGAIN =_____________= lll

(lols!!)

best denki SUCKS

2009-06-08T12:21:00.005+08:00

kayes : OVERDUED!!!
me: dnt care him le, so i was very hardwrking- shopping away(laughs)
.....

ytd, went century square to actually get the charger/battery of my new camera replaced.
all i can say is, stuffs/staffs frm best denki is nt that BEST after all. nth but fuck up attitude
plus wanna gif me that u are a ah beng i so scare de attitude. oh pls, talking abt attitude
U PPL DEFINITELY IS NT MY MATCH LA.
realising me n hubby are nt customer to mess ard wif, the guy immed change his attitude
and speak nicely n do the exchange. STUPID.

den we went walk walk at tampiness 1,
went into paris miki to see see browse browse
den there is this marc jacobs sunglass jus ok for my face (u all noe rite, the size of my face.)
and i think its nice , honestly its hard to find a suitable glasses for oursel,
so once caught it, pls grab it!! haha, damaging again.
but it was having sales , after discount only $136 so.. DEAL!

and hubby was lik .... : "is i say wan buy sun glass very long le lor, nw becum u buy first"..... .
me: " aiya.. cheap wad plus jus nice it fits me n its nice"
hubby: ...... (haha!)

proudly damaged :)

2009-06-06T15:32:00.003+08:00

HI ALL, I M STIL HERE, HAVEN GIF BIRTH LA!!! HAHA :) that day had a red spotting,

but that doesnt mean i m giving birth . doc say i only open 1 cm, so he encourage me go walk more. indeed, i WALK ALOT THIS 2 DAYS damaging pockets, and busy expanding my wardrobe. i went shopping at bugis, central , ps and vivo n far east . ppl jus cant believe it that i m dued anytime. i had a happy time SPENDING AWAY, woohoo!!!!

heres my proud buys :

1) washout-light blue jeans layered dressy -bugis

2)camel colour bandaged belt wit dirty gold buckled -bugis

3)sexy t back braided dressy - online

4) chain n studded bracelets - online

5) 2 bandaged skirts -far east

6)1 bandaged heel - far east

7) a top frm mango - vivo

8) chain necklace with silk strap at aldo -vivo

9) black and gold zipper toga tote - far east

10) fs-4 panasonic lumix digital camera - vivo

.... oh i m casually spreeing online and this bag caught my eye. i think its a angelique's hobo inspired. DEAL, i m getting it!!!

i m happily damaging away :)

gna missed hubby cause he go back camp - kena recall ( haha)

i m gna get a wash-out light jeans ruffled bandaged skirt next :)

* and oh i m so happy i saw ah ber/bui at far east that day!! :)

wooooooohoo!!

i guess hes gna be late!

2009-06-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

OMGWTFFHZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!
naughty kayes is 3.1 kg and i m 5 more days away frm my edd :)
i dnt think hes interested to cum out yet , i guess hes gna be late!
LOL.

did the ctg today (the test to measure contraction, baby movement n heartbeat)
kayes so funny, half way , he fall aslpzzzz in my tummy. ahaaaa!

15 days ago , i m stil wrkkin my life away, everyday walk here walk der lik nobody
business. nw, ask me walk more, i doubt i can cause i m alrd almost ROTTED.
everyday at hm shake leg.

arghhhhhhz. !

i wanna buy .

2009-05-29T17:31:00.006+08:00

i m thinking to get mysel a newww bag again :)

and getting a new wallet for hubby as well ..

(the Lv taiga gray)

or

(the Lv epi black)

i lik the 2nd wan more, more classier n i guess he think so too..

and i am thinking to get the

(Lv trevi pm in the damier canvas series)

or

the(burberry mega nova tote)
infact i lik this superrr lot.

jus by thinking of it, i feel so happy :)
but i wil stil go dwn to the boutique after i gif birth and
slowly choose.

*****i wanna go SHOPPING*****

fruitful-yesterday.

2009-05-27T12:59:00.007+08:00

I M HAVING INNER TIGH CRAMPS, NAGGY LOWER BACK PAIN AND AND REGULAR CONTRACTIONS OF 20 MINS INTERVAL SINCE YTD. I HAD A HARDDDDDDDDDD TIME

FALLING ASLP. GUESS MY TIME IS NEAR. HAHA :)

ytd ask-ed the maid to make agar agar for us. i asked her to put honeydew n grapes inside.

(i told u ppl i lov fruits!) and it turn out soooo nice. anyway, she can cook n do household chores pretty well. *claps* and shes very obedient.

we are glad we did nt get a maid that wil make us angrt til our face turn green and feel lik strangling her to death, credits muz goes a bit to me, - cause i very fussy n "in -jhim" and i seriously make alot of big fuss at the maid agency

to ensure the agents did things my way and i evn get them to ask the trainer to train the maid accordingly to the way i want. see, B always tell u, its good to be fussy , so u wil get the best thing for urself :) LOLS! HOW BOSSY I M! :X

AND OH YA, HUBBY WIL BE CHANGING TO A BIGGER CUPBOARD FOR ME N HIM

ONCES KAYES IS BORN

( CAUSE PANDANG N BELIEVE NO HAMMERING OR SHIFTING OF FURNITURES SHLD BE DONE DURING PREGANANCY)

AND I M THE ONE WHO DID ABIT OF CUSTOMIZATION N DESIGNING!!

I M XCITED, AND PROUD OF MYSEL!!!

ok ok la, b oso gt sum credits la, he is the one who drew the sketch. :)

ytd: joke of the day:

thanks to guo xing n yuhui , they gt lil kayes a pair of soft shoe n a mini t shirt

frm australia ; cotton on baby

and hubby match it wit the berms i bought and put a lil bear inside the neck hole of the t-shirt,

and he pretend that was kayes. laugh my head out!

3-d scan.

2009-05-26T14:13:00.004+08:00

i m bac frm the gynae AGAIN. stil nt dilated, nvm anyway it only bout the matter of time.
finally did the 3-d coloured scan today!! get to see kayes face very clearly cause its coloured!!
well judging frm the pict, kayes hav kenneth's nose and his lower face esp lips der look lik me.
his eyes are close so cant determined who exactly he look lik. haha. if he hav double eyelids den it shall be me! if nt, he wil look lik hubby. excited ehhh!! :)
so look forward and stay tuned!
(picture shall nt be post so as to keep this as a surprise!)

straight hair

2009-05-24T17:38:00.006+08:00

i use the straightener and spend ard more than 1/2 hr to make straight my hair; layer by layer.

i decided to do soft rebonding after my labour and nt dos flat and stick to scalp type cause i stil lik volume-d hair. if i am sick of it, i wil perm bac again mths ltr. :)

and i realise my hair is superrrr long; lik til my tummy?

and imagine my tummy is so low alrd cause i m near labour.

thats how long my hairr is :)

100% real n no xtensions b4/at all hor.

2009-05-24T14:46:00.001+08:00

the strong urge to go out shopping is KILLING ME :(

random

2009-05-23T16:26:00.006+08:00

came across a blogshop selling these customised minis for babies. i wanna make one romper for kayes , but only wait til hes born den i wil make. i wanna see wad kind of baby is he.

crybaby? glutton? sleepyhead? ... haha :)

washed kayes 1st batch of bottles, tutu blah blah blah wit the kodomo

baby bottles detergent. smell-ed so FRUITI-LICIOUS, i lik :)

big balloon ; nt yet burst. :)

me; the bored-to- death and almost rotted de mama. :)

how well u noe me?

2009-05-22T14:29:00.005+08:00

yea i had finally setup the "how well u noe me" thingy on fb. let see how much u ppl noe me.

very bored. irene and eve had called ytd to see how am i doing le and i msg a bit wit yvonne too.

hubby mc ended , i think he doesnt seem that sick at all :x he was rotting at hm!!

but eventually he oso find it too bored at hm, and he seems enthusiatic to return to wrkk today.

was talking to celine on fb and she said ina had a blog (they are all hubby's lil cousins)

came across ian's photo, and seriously i jus think he look lik hubby or maybe hubby

look lik him whens hes young. haha

****thats kayes most recent! i told u his cheek is super baba!!

(picture is at half face of kayes!!)

lols. anyway, BOREDOM IS KILLING ME!!

lil kayes is driving mummy crazzzy.

2009-05-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

dunno wads wrong wit the weather nowadays , but i jus simply feel so hot. moody and restless.
i say again, e last stage of pregnancy is really terrible ; really .

b is on 2 days mc cause he seem to be havin a flu , well nowadays better take flu really seriously .
and again 1 more miserable day had passed while hoping kayes to be out .
shoudnt had take mL so early but because of my gynae keep tellin me i wil gif birth early. kns.

sighs...

2009-05-19T20:18:00.007+08:00

ugly pig - i did this when i was angry wit him that day. haha!!

kayes : 2.8 kg

mummy : 48.1 kg

am at 37 weeks preggy now :)

and kayes cheek is super baba now. dunno wher he get the genes frm .

neither me n hubby is baba, maybe i eat too much fattening food le that why.

but seems cute though. *lols

oh, hubbby is in lov wit the hk serial too. we are chasing it lik up til 3am in the nite.

go watch it la, its a nice show!!!

ok, another had pass -ed and as usual, it so boring and fustratating to counting dwn!! urrrh!

i had a balloon called kayes :)

2009-05-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

uhh. i pulled through the gynae appointment again!! i tot i wil gif birth b4 the appointment.

lols. was feeling very restless the whole day, cause my tummy feel so tight and "bloated" wit kayes. he had grew too big for my tiny frame :( i seriously cant breathe at all - which is a cannot be at this stage by right :x ..

feel so no interest in all things at all, imagine i wake at 11 plus.. i can go zzz at 3 pm again til 6.

jus because i feel very breatheless n dizzy :x

i m at 37 weeks now(9 mth plus), and doc keep say i wil gif birth early, gif birth early

but it seem lik i can hold on til full term cause kayes doesnt seem to be wanting to be out .

*SIGHS!!*

but anyway i hope tmr we wil get to do the 3-d scan to see the coloured of kayes instead

of the usual black n white!!

i m angry with hubby cause he behave lik a gay only noe how to talk on phone wit colleagues

despite he wil be gg wrkk in lik 1 hr time oso dnt wan spend time talk more wit me :(

lols, wad a stupid thing to be angry wit, but i m jus ANGRY la! *hoho*

bored to death.

2009-05-17T17:29:00.003+08:00

ARRRRHGH!!!!!!!!! im bored :( super bored. see? blame it on mysel for being so over

active usually. now jus merely a few days on my maternity leave i m shouting bored.

maid was doing fine. she can cook quite yummily and she loves to write n learn.

peep at the note bk i gave it to her n see wad did she scribble..

she wrote abt taking care bb and smth lik - muz sayang baby when cry but in a even

more simpler english at her own understanding. she even wrote shes sorry she cant speak english well but she wan learn eng n chinese. she say shes sorry and if she do wrong we muz tell her. she said shes happy she gt a job here and she lik our family. *touching eh*

and oops, that book became her personal diary alrd instead of writing down wad ever we teach her. but she need nt to be taught much, cause she can do everything by her self and she learnt

at one glance. good job. karoma.

stil nt out!

2009-05-16T13:24:00.002+08:00

another day had pass.. and KAYES IS STIL NT OUT.

but my tummy is super super pain throughout the whole night

and i kept gg to the toilet for lik 10 x? -too pee.

der is even 1 time wher i pain until cant walk back to the room :((

karoma- the maid .. shes doing well but as today is only her second day

so i shall nt comment much first. i could only say her iniative is very good,

as she had been cleaning and finding everything to do despite der isnt much

things to clean and despite we keep calling her to rest n eat.

well do hope she keep up the good performance and we wnt have to hurt our head over her.

sigh, kayes is getting bigger and i had been busy busy trying to catch my breath. keke..

2009-05-15T16:38:00.004+08:00

am currently watching this hk serial right now 桌球天王 ★★ !!

nt bad. and i m waiting for hubby they all come bac go get maid.

bored! i attempt to shop online, but realise i m nt in the mood at the moment.

hmmm... and i cook macaroni wit soup for lunch jus now . i dnt think its nice but i stil

lik it :)

wooohoo!

2009-05-14T23:42:00.002+08:00

yes! from this moment on, finally i m out of my

big and make me look lik a penguin wit a small

head de uniform!!

I M ON MATERNITY LEAVE NOW!

well, i cant wait to see my lil bb oso.

and so coincidence, my maid

can be collected tmr alrd. haven even rested and

i have one more person to keep my eye on! hurrr..

congrats to laine for her baby boy!

i see a big no. of bb boys this yr. :)

nights.

my achievements.

2009-05-13T16:16:00.003+08:00

good afternoon! had ordered mac for lunch and now i m sitting rite infront of my lappy since 3 hrs ago as i had finally made up my mind to upload photos to my fb acc and i had created a slide show n added a domino counter here. sense of achievement. hahas!

oh well, i m sooooo bored now. i cant slp cause i hate the bedsheet

now as its the chui wan, hubby specially changed to that for my confinement

cause scare i stained his bedsheet blah blah blah.

it feel so rough ; how to slp! sighs.

and time passed really slow while waiting for kayes to pop out!

hurgh!

-

2009-05-12T22:44:00.004+08:00

lols. seen in the picture : love pretty de mummy and very hiao de daddy!:)

hes in love wiit the kose white mask while mine is the hydrating collagen mask intro by ow loc kuay!! haha!! (good intro though, lov ya!)

kayes bed bed( cot) arrived today! so happy :) that means everything of kayes is ready esp his arrival!! boy i m waiting !!

hubby spend the whole of the day cleaning and packing - hes always my super house man :)

while i spend the whole day rotting away - no life. lols. anyway i deserve the break cause i think i wrkk too much n hard!

nights all, wit lov.

happy me.

2009-05-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO! i m in a pretty pretty mood now. thts becus TMR N WED, I OFF!!! and thursday i m gg wrkk for 1 last day, I M ON MATERNITY LEAVE!!! woohoo!!!! *hee.

i m so super tired alredy, CHANEL, I WIL BE BAC! :)

SUDDENLY I FEEL BORED, AND I WANN ACT AH THIONG :

AND.. MY DROOPY - EYE LID HUBBY. MUHAHAHA! LOV YA!

jus some picts

2009-05-09T23:49:00.008+08:00

yea! lappy is bac! good and prompt service i muz say sony had :)

anyway, heres some jus-dued photos : (if nt mt blog seems so "wordy" n plain)

all picts are taken on the same day - my bdae :)

and i wil resume my blogging tmr. gd nites all!

wishing all lovely mummies(including me) A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

anytime.

2009-05-07T22:02:00.003+08:00

oh, doc say : OK DER IS NTH MUCH TO SEE ALRD, BABY ALRD ENGAGED AND HIS HAND IS COVERING HIS FACE SO NTH TO SEE AT ALL .

kayes 2.5 kg le and doc say its fine for him to come alrd. :) haha.
anyway i am having tummy pain again and today is exactly 1 mth away from kayes EDD,
so means wad? am i in labour real soon ? or is it i wanna shit? ha! dunno la, no mood now cause i oso dnt noe wads wrong wit me . let natural take it course den :)

left 5 more days at counter n i wil be on holiday. hooray!
and finally i had send my lappy for repair and very soon i wil be able to post up picts soon!
maybe kayes photos by the time it fixed. haha :)

and jus in case, i had pack my maternity bag and fill up the admission letter plus i ask b to get the cot delivered within these 2 day. lols.

wadever it is, i better be mentally prepared frm now onwards :)

tired le.

2009-05-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

tmr its gynae day! i guess it should be the last visit and kayes wil be out before the next cumin up alrd. haha.

is getting really really tired as i think my pregnancy tired hormones is finally wrkking on me and makin me tired alrd. my eyes really feel lik droopin while wrkking so i m nt doin much serving also,
no mood =x but i say i m quite "power" alrd cause i managed to wrkk through my pregnancy without feeling tired or sleepy for the 1st 7mths! ... 6 more days at counter and i m on mL!!!

wadever it is, i m super UNHAPPY now because of U. thats it.

kayes tan kai xuan.

2009-05-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

Alrites, finally god had chosen the name for xiao bao bao, and he wil be named 陈凯旋,KAYES TAN. it means victory and winner of the war :)

it was one of the name is wendy's list. haha :)
and oh, its may now and so happy! kayes n maternity leave is jus days away!!!
we have even gt him a yao yao which mummy they all buy frm jb . very excited to see him cuddling inside it :)

frm hubby:
after work went to eu yan sang buy Bird nest drink for bb. Actually wan to buy even more but too bad SHE dun wan so hi people not i dun wan to spend but is she herself dun wan to drink.

me:
who says? u say u wil wil buy me the bird nest wit collagen n pearl powder after i gave birth, cause that wan is too "liang" for me now.
i dnt mind that, cause its soooooooo good for complexion! ;)

ha!!!

today.

2009-04-29T22:52:00.006+08:00

recharge myself today :) slept til afternoon, wake up while bb was excersing and preparing for wrkk. stay home the whole day as usual, wad watching a show- ten promise to a dog . so touching!!!
i cry n cry, hoho. indeed, a dog is really a human's best fren :)

watch hai tun wan lian ren again also
watch for the 7 or 8th time since 5 yrs ago . and as usual i stil cry upon the 1st episode :( touching. after tt went bac room to nap til 8 in the night. ha! 3/4 of my day is gone jus lik that. its wrkk again tmr.

nvm, its may and i m alrd on a holiday mood, preparing my sel n checking through everythin n i m gna get everything that is needed for bb n my maternity ready. i m waiting for the arrival of bb kayes alrd :)

ok, thats all for today, i m waiting for b to cum home n off to bed :)

post 3.5 days metro crazy 20% blues

2009-04-27T21:07:00.003+08:00

hello every1! omg my pinky is down. (shes is my pink lappy) kena serious virus, and baby wil send it for repair soon. so i m using a desktop now, which cant upload my picts frm my fone. thats bored!!!!

thanks ppl for the birthday wishes k! next yr, i swear i gna hav a big party!!! :)

jus finished the metro super crazy 3.5 days 20% event. non- stop serving n ppl jus buy non-stop too.

and our pockets are fulled of $$$$ (comm) :) ok, shall relac and wait for my maternity leave to start on the 15th of may !!! so after my confinement, i m gna BIG shopping!!!! woohoo!!!

but right now.. I M JUS SUPER SHAG N TIRED, CAUSE OF THE ENDLESS STANDIN N I WRKK LATE TIL NIGHT TO HIT TARGET N EARN $$$$ AND THE WAKING UP AT NEXT EARLY MORNING PLUS INSOMNIA .... POOR ME :(

anyway, thanks bb for the 2-of-us k session @ top 1 ktv . haha u owe me a present which i can choose wad i wan after i gif birth hor!!!!
and remb u say u gna get me the chanel timeless classic which cost $4650 someday!!!!!
i muz really agree its EXPENSIVE but lik wad i say, its a timeless classic!!!
.... and u better do! :)

zzzzzzzz. i missed my pink lappy!

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2009-04-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

i m officially 21st todae. sad case, i dnt have the mood to GO ANYWHER. cause i dnt wan a restricted party, i wan a party that i can really really get very involved. baby say i m boring,
CAUSE I REFUSED TO GO OUT WALK WALK . , wadver.

went gynae , i m 47.2 kg
kayes is 33 weeks and 2.1 kg
i tell doc i m experiencing tightenings and each big movement kayes made,
its quite painful oso , can feel lik der is not enough space yet he insist want to turn(tt kinda feeling)
he say, den jus let him come out if he want to lor, hes ready anyway :) and his
head had alrd engaged down into my pelvic bone.
for 33 weeks at 2.1 kg hes alrd consider bigger than medium le, so i m sure he wil be fine
even if hes born earlier, unless hes at 40 weeks- full term
and only 2 kg den i wil hav lots to worry :)
anyway , most prob he wil be a may baby, i m excited to see him soon!!!!

mummy/hubby trt us to sakura int buffet for my bdae dinner. well its nt superb but its stil nt that bad, but buffet is a waste for me cause i dnt eat as much as MY GLUTTON BIG GASTRIC OR STOMACH DE HUBBY .

well well welll. overall the only exciting i hav to rant abt is kayes our lil prince, cause i totally
lost interest in mysel(at the moment only)
cause i cant wait to go do hair(i hadnt had my hair cut for 2 yrs!)
i m considering rebonding for easy management
or curls for the usual-enci-look haha.
and i cant wait to buy new clothes and doll-ed up lik b4 and brim my kayes go walk walk!!!!

**** dear kayes,
ur cot is arriving on the 10th of may, so pls hang on at least til den
or else u tell mummy wher u wanna slp?
and ur maid only arriving - the earliest- mid may
whos gna help mummy wash ur diapers n everything
ha! u cheeky boy,
mummy and daddy loves u :)

Daddy to kayes: hey boy, ur weight nv reach 2.5kg,
DEN DUN THINK OF COMING OUT YET K.
try to gain the balance weight or as much as you can for tis few weeks ba.
:)

21st? , cheer ups.

2009-04-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

insomnia again :( baby's movements is so big now , and each time he moves, my tummy tightens up and i gt a feelin that my water bag gna burst anytime. omg. terrible til i cant slp, flippin here n der.

went patrick's chalet ytd, was wondering whers mine? but i better stop all this chalets stuffs or else u ppl are prob gna notice that it wil be the 3rd time conxecutively and w/o fail its always at my fav- east coast. boring!! wad evr , i give up on my 21st :(

ah soon stil rembs my bdae, and colleagues gave me the jil stuart blusher which i loved so much n mine is finishing soon. so i ask irene go hk help me buy cause cheaper, but all of them decided to share and gif it to me as my bdae pressie :) thanks gals (+patrick) !!!

very tired, tuckin in when hubby returns hm :)
oh, wil be seeing kayes tis coming tuesday, yipee!!!

shoppin :)

2009-04-15T21:36:00.004+08:00

had a long day out ytd..

went katong and finalize wit the maid agency , and confirm the maid. after gettin her passport

and check up n entry test, we can collect her in 5 weeks time. well, hope she is okay and nt a trouble -maker. i m mummy to kayes in ard 7 weeks time and mum to the maid in 5 weeks time, so excited to be an employer. lolx.

went tampiness to get the rest all of baby 's stuff .. but actually kayes had alot of things alrd :)

went kiddy palace at tm and saw maggie and bb valerie and her mum n bf at tm ..

went shoppin fpr more of bb stuffs. we bought a "kangeroo" cause hubby jus lik to carry baby in that so let him be. anyway he look lik a daddy wit the kangeroo on also, wil be even cuter if kayes is inside!!! we bought his bathtub, laundry detergents... baby bath.. powder.. baby wipes.

yes! we are ready for ur arrival le :)

saw a winnie the pooh music go round at kiddy palace tot hubby wil say dnt waste money cause it cost 70 plus!!! scarly he say if lik jus take lor, but because our cot only arrive next mth so we dnt dare uy first..

den in the end he saw a even nicer one wit ducky n shadow dreamshow plus auto soothing music

that play automatically once baby cries n wil soothe them to slp. it cost 90 plus!!!! see? i alrd say

ur daddy love u more than love me . haaa!!! :)

very tired, gd nite all !!

soon xue ling- ah soon

2009-04-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

oh.. forget to add on-

due to my best friend's request and i had promise her,

and shes naggin at my tag board

i m officially announcing

soon xue ling or AH SOON is looking for a bf , she prefers indian and she say shes gna lose 10 kg by .... i forget when. shes loud, and she quite rough and a bit vulgur , she act harry potter in this pict, and she loves clubbing and smoke. but overall SHES CUTE. interested candidates pls drop me a msg, wil arrange for a match make session for u.

.................

hohohohohoho, hahahahhahahahah!!!!

ah soon, happy? i finally keep my promise

muacks. see ya soon!!!

:)

2009-04-13T22:15:00.003+08:00

hahhha!!! thats kose seikisei's WHITE mask -but it came out to be black. so funny.

its a cream base but peel-off mask, purifying suitable for all skin type, but when u peel it off it can be quite painful due to dry skin. but i lik it though :) hubby call me a ugly duckling after i send him this pict durin wrkk today. lolx.

its OFFFFFFFFFFFFF day tmr! but we wil be gg out to the maid agency as i need to interview a maid. yea, i m hiring a maid, cause i m a srict n fussy employer, its nt easy to pass on my side. haha. i hav ard 1 more mth to go and i wil be on my long maternity leave!!! but dnt think so wil get to slack, cause i wil be busy lookin after our lil prince :) i m dreamin abt it everyday alrd. cant wait to see ya.

oh, jus to tell everyone, this preggy here is turning 21st this coming 22nd!!! but den, things are nt lik previous years, wit many ppl n pressies turning up at my chalets, bbq or party.

its gna be a super silent one this year cause i m heavily pregnant, things get bored when the host herself cant entertained her guests lik before , wit all the limited strengths, and the speed i move ard now, SIGH..... i din even sms any of my fren or plan any mini celebrations cause i love big crowd, and i want to be very involved. so this time round i dnt think i can make it, WAD A SAD N SILENT 21 :(

... my best present this yr wil be our lil bundle of joy - kayes tan poppin out healthlily and the whole labour proceed smoothly :)

we are happy family :)

bb kayes .

2009-04-08T00:35:00.004+08:00

its gynae-day today!
lets see how bb kayes is doin :

2 weeks ago:
kayes- 1.5kg
mummy - 45kg

today :

kayes - 2kg!!!!!!!
mummy-46.6 kg

well, now doc say he becum a big bb alrd. nt really big la, but slightly
bigger than medium! they say all my weight goes to the bb but nt for me, means i din really put on weight durin my pregnancy lo 0.o..

they ask me wad i fed him, is it tonic soups and durian (they say durian wil make
ur bb big n chubby and red red kiat kiat if u consumed during preg)

i say no , hubby say i eat lotsa of junk cause they r fattening.
and the prob is my tummy is so small wonder how kayes managed to squeeze himself inside. lols. but hubby say chubby babies is really cute, anyway hes 1 himself when hes a baby. haha!

well i better start on a diet (NO MORE JUNK FOOD!!!) cause due to my small frame,
my pelvic bone might nt be big enuf to push him out if he keep growing bigger every 2 weeks so maybe need c-section.
but we shall see, cause nt til the last min, we wil nver noe wads the exact weight of kayes. hee :)

... alrd say no junk food , and we stil go eat pizza hut :/ hoho.